April 24, 2007 I hate it when things sour up and curdle like mixing milk with orange juice. Ruins everything.
My mood has been like shit last night and today. I was supposed to be in the library studying the whole day with Jasmine but I apparently refused to go last night because I know my temper today would ruin everything and make my studies unproductive.
I wanted to grab an ice cream today but of all days the shop downstairs had to close at 7pm and I was down at like 7.03pm? Of all days, it happens to be today I finally decide to go down and they decide to close early for whatever reasons.
Exam preparation periods are the worst durations of my whole life. I just practically lose my touch with every damned thing, living or dead.
To be honest, I got bored of life. Screw all the prize winner goals. I stopped wishing the day I failed and left my bloody remnants sprawled all over the floor ; my wishes either don't come true or they all eventually wind up as being one big pack of lies like I've been living in denial all along.